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OH MY GOD!! WHAT HAVE I DONE

This is really shit! I dont know why i did that! i seriously have no idea why i allow myself to do that. Waawaaa.. Haahahhaa... Should i cry or should i laugh? I just broke the promised i made to myself. I promised not to do it till the day i died, but look what happened just now!Look! My insanity is controling me! I even broke my promise during my training lunch time. While surfing on the net!! OH MY GOD!! I did asked God before i do it, and then i just let my hand n my brain take control of it... Now i'm trembling in excitement and scared maybe.. Why is this happening again!! No!! i dont want to know the consequences!! Why God doing this to me?? Why with all this feeling lately??? Oh My God.. im going to suffer from the consequences. Or maybe it's a good sign?? NO WAY it wont happen. The good thing will never comes. It's just ridiculous!! p:s: It's a secret i never tell xoxox gossip girl.