thinking about nothing

Thinking about nothing is the hardest thing to do.. how can we not think about anything at all? especially for me.. thinking about many things at 1 time is normal to me. Histories, memories, life, family, friends, future, problems... all at 1 time. Lately, histories has faded and memories is blossom. Memories, its so sweet to remember but how can i cope with it any longer? It is a question, how can i cope with it?

There's 2 thing i like to think of right now.. but still its just a dreams of dream. Both makes me happy in their own way :)

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