Secrets Of Me

Im back in the office feeling so sleepy I'm lazy to do my things So i would like to write few things... Sleep late again last nite I had a good time, almost won the pool game by myself Damn Robin is too good. Rafiee u need more practice! :P Fussball not as interesting as usual Robin did thought few hard trick, so probably we can used it against Malek next time We need to unite strongly to make Malek cry and beg for us to let him win! Good backpackers place, i really like it Thats good enough for our trip in the future. Lots off bulehhh too :D. Wonder if we gonna hang out with Robin again tonite at his bar? Can cuci mata there, probably getting new bulehh? Oh by the way Malek, fortunately 'they' did not caught us breaking their things last time :) So, we r free to conquer that place again! Muahaha Finally :p!! Tomorrow as usual swimming and hang out with other people plak, I have no time for my ownself for the past 3 months!! I need a rest!! i want to just lying down and da...

I haven't write for so long, i'm so bz with my job. The DoSM project will end this month and my house hopefully will be completed by end of this month too. However i wasn't about to update my life. I was called to write on this blog after i heard about my neighbor's son sudden death. He was killed in an accident. Probably died instantly. I dont really know the real story yet. I was so shocked and feel terribly sad for the family although i never speaks with him. What i had in mind was, he' young only 22 or 23, he still studying, he's the first born child, he's the man of the house and his parents really pay alot for his future. He died without warning. I was like ... OMG what if that happened to me. I died suddenly. The moment u wake up u were in different world... u have so many unfinished business... but u are not able to turn back time. Im just not ready yet... Life is too short, we have no power upon our faith. Is it worth living if we wont be able to ge...

Happy 2010! i always love this number :P So as usual lets list out my complete resolution: 1.Camera - Completed hehe got myself new Nikon S600, im quite satisfied with it except the battery heat problem and the poor video capture. Going to send for services and try ask for the new 1. 2. Hand Phone - I want e66 - Completed but not e66 :( 3. Forecast for at least RM5k profits from my online business - hope i can :P - At least half of it, i wish i have more time! 4. Fly to Indonesia and makes business with Indonesian wholesaler - Not Completed 5. Take IELTS - Not Completed 6. Apply for Scholarship/Master degree - Not Completed 7. Expand my business. - Yup just started 8. Buy my own apartment for investment - Not Completed 9. Take my mom and my sis & bro to Redang - Not Completed Looks like most of my last year resolutions is not completed. Jeez.. Ok My 2010 resolutions I havent really thought of any great resolutions for 2010. Perhaps try to complete the resolutions i havent compl...

My life hasn't been that normal lately. So i got my sweet revenge last weekend after a long busy months i had. It was a terrible life doing DOSM & BGSP project. Our frustration is due to the ignorance we received from our management level. It's been 4 years and nothing has been change to improved certain thing and all the management fuss that yet to fulfilled makes us feel even bored. It makes "us" want to run away, but we cant. We've been bond. So the plan was to see how our management will appreciate us by end of this financial year. If not we just have to do something about it. So what i did during weekend: Eat what i want to eat, spent my credit card without thinking (luckily i forgot about keyboard or plasma tv or video cam or nokia e66, still have my senses i guess), playing pool and fussball, watched 2 great movies: Storm Riders and Avatar. There's no other word for Avatar besides AWESOME!! Especially the idea of glow in the dark world. I wish i hav...

I'm still awake, In the middle of the night, Listening to my bro in law snores, Sing along with Taylor Swift, and Avik as my companian from far away. It's 2.30am, I'm still sitting here on my chair, Looking at my laptop, Trying to solve my modeling, and its not working. It's a countless night, I stay awake in the middle of the night, It's countless free hours im working, For my fortune next year, Which i dont assure i can get. When will this end? I'm so tired. Huhuhu..

Life has been super bz with works. My life is all about my works day and night. 2 projects to be delivered at the same time which is in another 2 weeks. Lots of drama going on. I slept at 1-2 am lately. My body aching all over... i need a massage. Pheewww.. Today was so nice but still damn tiring, cause i went to KL looking for tiles, toiletries and kitchen accessories. Yes, my loan is approved so hopefully everything went fine with my house renovation. Me n Rafiee went to Petaling street 2 times tonight and almost bump a savvy yer.. nasib baik klu tak bertambah lagi la drama di bulan ini. After he got his LV bag, we went lepak at syed eating satay. Yeah i missed my lepak time. Can't wait for my project to finish. So this is all the updates for now. But this is not really the reasons of today title. Let me tell u about childish and greediness. Lets start with greediness... Today i just found out 1 of the reasons why that bitch did what she did. I know i suppose to close this case....

I never felt this relief and so happy... I have throw away my burden about that bitch. Yes that bitch.. Just to think about it again, we can't really trust anybody in this world. Who knows one day ur closest friend will call u a black pig and start cursing ur physical. The funny part is, this bitch didn't realize that she became what she is now because of her transformation. Yeah she have a very low self-esteem. So to turn out to be a butterfly, she have to shave her big (bigger then me) triangle-square eyebrow, pluck her mustache and straighten her hair. I'm sure if she remain all those things, her husband will never even notice her in the first place! I still remember how Ben laugh like hell when he saw her ID card before her transformed. Yet, she wants to kutuk orang lain? Dasar tak sedar diri. I'm not that surprised why she still don't understand why me n rafiee get so upset with her that we felt she stabbed us. Ok let me tell the story... What u do if u care ab...

Want to know when people can get sawan babi? Yeah when they have no point to talk and actually all this while their heart is full of hatred to me which im surprise i dont know (for example ebeg). Off course la i dont know im that horrible towards her or perhaps toward everyone in this world even to the worms in the ground, cause all this time she have the sweet mouth who makes u feel like she actually is ur real friend. But hey, i think maybe because nobody wants to befriend with her, i mean to make her their very2 best friend. Thats why she stuck with me for 14 years. Untill recently, there r someone who actually adore her n worship her come to her rescue. All of a sudden she realized, "hey why all this while im being her dog?". Well thats what she call my friends (actually her friends too), they all hanjeng katanyer. All this while, all my words that she listened, all my ideas ( especially lingeries) that she listened and help me do is actually something that she thought as...

Finally i manage to upload more pics of me in USA in Photobucket. So check it out ok. :) http://s230.photobucket.com/albums/ee62/z-LaN/My%20Vacations/USA%202009/?albumview=slideshow

I would like to wish all my friends Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin Almaklum la setahun ni penuh dengan segala keje2 keji mengeji, ngumpat mengumpat, hina menghina, syak wasangka, terlepas kata atau sebagainyer la yang mendatangkan dosa secara sengaja atau tk sengaja. Maka dihari baik dan dibulan baik ini aku mohon ampun dan maaf serta halalkan makan dan minum aku yer. Untuk tahun ni maaf la tkder open house, tapi still open untuk sesiapa yang nak datang raya. bagi tau la awal2 takut dapat rumah kosong plak :p

Sorry for not updating my blog. Im super bz with my work – that damn e-Tanah project.  Why i call it damn? because out of sudden, those people came back to us and ask for our services and preparation for proof of concept. It was like 2 weeks ago. Imagine i have to recall the application that we have built 2 years ago in 2 weeks, plus additional functions request by them! Correction here.. i didn’t built anything cause its all codings, programming stuff. Those are invented by Tony. Yeah so u can guess it right??? I need to understand those codes in 2 weeks! Off course i dont understand anything.. so as usual had to ask help from the only programmers we have in our company.. if she resign, we all doomed i tell u. I was struggling day and night to prepare this e-tanah presentation. Next wednesday gonna be hell for me. Cant wait for this thing to finish. But there are 2 more things 2 settle until end of year. This is crazy! So last Monday Rafiee officially becomes my new partner...

There are times i’m so eager to write about my vacations or occasions however i forgot 2 put it due to time constraints. So here are some pics to share: KL TOWER REVOLVING RESTAURANT Me infront of KL Tower; KL tower: View from the restaurant - 250m above sea level KLCC area      The Restaurant Looking down from here is pretty scary, so at first i took pic sitting next to the window. Then a waiter approach me n demonstrate to me that he can lie down on the window and asked me to do the same thing while he took my pic. I was pretty nervous but then i just do it! so here 2 of the pics me lying down on the window :p CAMERON HIGHLAND Strawberry park resorts, nice place to stay     Strawberry farm   Tea Boh farm   Cameron Bharat plantation tea shop Lata Iskandar and the right pic is Todi fruit and that’s the juice really nice, taste like sea coconut ...