Secrets Of Me

Ladies and gentlemen, i would like to announce here that eventually my doomsday is my finest day of presentation ever. It's smooth n so natural. Surprisingly I done it without feeling nervous n trembling n sweating... instead i feel excited and happy with the presentation. Hehehe.. weird but fun! Now... the sounds of wave is just a few miles away!! I'm going for a short 2 days trip to penang... yippie! another vacation for me this year... perhaps the last one :P I'll be back with more stories!!

Time is ticking, i've been sleeping, need some aspirin, need more aspirin! Time is chasing me, nervous is within me, i need some indome, to feed stomach of me. Time is passing by, what a lullaby, i should instead go n buy, burger from that Bai! half more days before the doomsday, I'm still babling on this mid day, useless to say, i need a burger today! This poem is the results, of the activations of my nervous system, it's tickling, mingling, diggling, n ling ling, releasing gasses, creating butterflies flyings happily in the trapped of gasses, up n down making me restless, what if i release big gigantic gasses, on the stage n being heard by 170 peoples??? Oh no... no.. no!! It wont happen cause the microphone is on the desk, perhaps i can make a loud "Achooo", to cover the gasses bombastic explosions, Thus the history is covered, But people next to me will fainted. Oh shit, my burger! i need it now! it's 1 pm, i need it now! Oh shit, i wasted my precious time...

Want to know how i feel now??? this is how i feel: HAIR WIRED Uhuks.. 2 more days to go for the damned Roll out! WHY! WHY! WHY! why i'm still working in this company when everything that i hate to do-training, demo, presentation-are my main job here! Uhuks.. 170 people has confirmed to come, which means i have to present in front of 170 people. Shit, even though i have done many demos (not so many actually), still a lot of butterflies not only in my stomach but all over my body ... uhuks. SCARED!

*sigh* tired just got back from office. *sigh* what i wanna write?... *sigh* K.. i tried to write something about raya b4 but don't have any idea what to write and not available almost everyday. It's been kind of empty raya.. not as i expected due to the kenduri at Perak. It's such a waste of time cause we can't go beraya to alot of houses like we always did. Only 2 house we visited!! :( First day : My collegues came and even my big boss daniel came with his son! He seems enjoy eating all the food hehe. Meet nurul friends from China - Jack. He eats a lot! i enjoy seeing him eating afterall. Perak: 3D 2N at K.Mas house. I dont help much as usual, It's only us, her siblings and her auntie stayed there for 2 night. The rest of her family came after the wedding, jeez.. we r so nice that we stay there for 2 night!! We went to Hot spring park again - not so enjoying, the hot spring is too hot. I stay in for 15 mnts and already felt nausea and wanna faint. All of us cannot...

Leo,i'm sorry if i treat u bad or i didn't take a good care of u. Not much i can do to help u healed, I tried my best... I'm gonna missed u so much. I love u Leo.