Hair wired

Want to know how i feel now??? this is how i feel:

HAIR WIRED


Uhuks..

2 more days to go for the damned Roll out! WHY! WHY! WHY! why i'm still working in this company when everything that i hate to do-training, demo, presentation-are my main job here!

Uhuks..
170 people has confirmed to come, which means i have to present in front of 170 people. Shit, even though i have done many demos (not so many actually), still a lot of butterflies not only in my stomach but all over my body ... uhuks.

SCARED!

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