Leo,i'm sorry if i treat u bad or i didn't take a good care of u. Not much i can do to help u healed, I tried my best... I'm gonna missed u so much. I love u Leo.
I wrote about 4 pages of my 2 weeks of US that i haven’t wrote and it took me few hours to finish it and guess what? it’s too long i have problem published it so i make it in few part so i cut it and this dumb application was hang and save the cut edition only. Damned. So if u guys want to know the real or brief story about the rest of 2 weeks, lets just meet up easier. I just want to tell u guys that this vacation n trip would be more fun and awesome if i went with more fun people. Yup, im a bit frustrated i mean a lot actually, by the end of the day i just ignore things haha. I am so glad i went to Hollywood on my last day there. It makes me think that perhaps it would be more fun to go with Amy as she’s the kind of “don’t care “ and more sporting. I seriously didn’t expect “she” to be sgt4 cerewet and not that sporting except for shopping hahaha. Anyway it’s fun to go there. Will consider going there again but off course with u “guys” la kan who else can make a vacation damn ...
I feel like cursing today Well, I’ve been doing that almost everyday Whenever it crosses my mind How fucked up you guys were I couldn’t believe How I spent most of my life With a bitch or I would rather call babiturat It’s just disgusting to even speak or hear her name Not to forget that bastard I couldn’t believe I wasted most of my life Believing I have them who will always stand behind me I couldn’t believe I gave all my trust To an unknown devil. There won’t be a single day in my life I’ll forget all the shits they have given me Never have I felt this much of hatred, It will remain forever till the end of the day. So just fuck off Your cry won’t be heard Your sympathy is like shits to me Your apology just disgusts me You can just go to hell. Trust… I will never trust anyone As much as I always did Friends, bullshits… What are friends for when they just come and go? Treat me whenever they want, and ignore me when eve...
I was standing in the dark Feeling empty and useless I stare my life before my eyes I wasn't sure of my existence I feel the breeze touches my skin It was my soul floating helplessly Separated from my body I tried to shout But no one cares not even my own body I stood still staring the endless lane Looking into the darkness Looking for a shine to arise But i know thats not my true wishes I never had any wishes I do not want to wish I want to vanished and let the tales end
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