Secrets Of Me

What is the cause of chronic headache? Looking at PC screen for 13 hours daily? Thinking bout lots of stuff? Solving lots of problems? Trying very hard to find a way to settle things? Traveling for long hours? Forcing my brain to the limit? Ignoring the pre-headache symptoms? Lack of sleep? Depress with works? Or all of the above? This is the worst headache i ever felt. Feel like someone is pulling my brain out every time i turn my head to any position. I can't sleep, when i put my head down, it felt worst. When i close my eyes, feel like it's burning. I vomit 1 whole day yesterday. I'm going to c DR today. What if all this happen in US? Or i should just cancel trip to US? I have a bad feeling about all this.

Tiada perasaan kasih di dalam diriku, Telah ku hapuskan semuanya, Disebalik mendung ia masih mengingin ku, Tak pula ku menggapainya, Dan sebenarnyer perasaan benci ini adalah cinta, Yang masih bersemadi di hati, Dan benarkah apa yang ku lalui adalah cinta, Yang masih aku sakiti, Tak pula kurasakan ini semestinya cinta, Yang mati di mamah benci, Ku dibaluti resah sehingga ku terlepa, Sakiti diriku ini, Tiada ku bela, Ku tunggu panggilan cinta darimu, Untuk bawa ku ke syurga, Tapi masakan terjadi, Jika ku masih membisu. Dan sebenarnyer perasaan benci ini adalah cinta, Yang masih bersemadi di hati, Dan benarkah apa yang ku lalui adalah cinta darimu, Yang sengaja ku sakiti, Tak kurasakan ini akan selamanya disana, Jika ku masih membisu, Seketika kau memberikan ku masa, Hanya sesaat ku hargai, Selautan air mata mengharap rindu mu semula, Tapi apakan daya, Ku masih menjauhi mu... Ku enggan begini selamanya, Kasih mu ku pinta, Sinariku dengan cahaya mu itu, Untuk ku tunaikan janjiku padamu. D

Wonderful day at Bagan Lalang again – this time with my family for mom’s birthday. :)                                                  The restaurant                                                     Fun Time                                                                    Sunset                                                           Dinner                                       5 person set steamboat per table                                                                   Chocolate Indulgence cake – my favourite                                                More vacations coming up soon enough: Cameron next week :) Cancel Perhentian  :( I’m going to US & Hong Kong in July :)

Wah… this 2 weeks have been the most bz weeks for me. Work + business + entertainment non stop everyday from 8.30 – 12pm. Now I can feel the symptoms of sickness is coming. I really need MC to get a good rest, though I already ponteng keje last week hehe. Bad and good things that happened: :) - Took Jonas to Satay Kajang, I brought a camera but forgot to take our pics eating satay! I             didn’t know that there are white people doing part time job as a statue at BB street. I don’t           think they can get lots of money for that in Malaysia. Unknown Jonas :(- I went to Penang to attend my classmate wedding. Stayed at UiTM hotel ALONE which cost         me RM110 per night! Macam orang kaya plak kan, cess aku tertipu uhuks. If I knew I’m               going to stay there alone spending RM110 for a room, I better book a cheap hotel in Penang         and go jalan2 around the town which is more value for money or else just bring my mom               along to Penang n go jalan2. K.